And now a light post so I won't continue to alienate the readers w/ my disgruntled ramblings

Get Jamie Foxx's Unpredictable.
Rape and pillage local villages to get the funds if you need to.
Just get your hands on it.
It is butt-fuckingly great R&B.
One of my particular favorites off the album.

Jamie Foxx - Heaven

Tell me have you heard the story
That took place not long ago
Bout an angel up in heaven
They say she up and ran away from home

Word is she had unfinished business
So back on earth she had to flee
Well you know I'm so elated
Because she's laying right next to me

And when God woke up that morning
And he called out her name
And when she did not answer
Heaven will never ever ever be
Heaven will never be the same
Never be the same

Always dreamed that it would happen
I just didn't know exactly where
All my life I'd been waiting for something amazing
Said it took a while but now I know
So tell me can I get a witness
If you believe in miracles
And the proof I have is living
And my life will never ever be
And your life don't have to be the...

At times it seems we take for granted
How precious life can be
Just hold on and I'm sure you'll understand it
Bringing into this world
A precious boy or girl...And when I woke up that morning
Said where has my little angel gone
And when she didn't answer
Heaven will never ever ever be
Heaven will never be the same
Yeah,Yeah
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So yea, I guess Jamie Foxx qualifies as one of the guy's I have a "man crush" on.
Just jealous of how extremely talented he is.
A modern day renaissance man.
Didn't need luck to get where he is today.